i'm not okay

middle finger to those who never think about good intention things towards other!

Second, Minute, Hour, Day

time is power.
think about it.

hatred can be smothered..
heart-broken can be heal..
friends can turn into foes...
miserable life can be fix..

i don't know much..
i only live approximately 22 years and 6 months..
besides, i rarely wore watch..
and if u don't understand anything that i wrote,
don't worry..
so do I..

My song for the week

Let’s enjoy the marvelous Sunday!

‘If you ask me how I’m doing,

I would say I’m doing just find.

I would lie and say that

you’re not on my mind’

superb song from gavin..

‘Every time I see your face,

My hearts take off on a high speed chase,

Now don’t be scared,

It’s only love baby that we’re falling in’

hello lifehouse, thought I lose u.

‘You walk in,

That’s when everybody stop dancing

And I can’t stop myself staring

Yeah, I can not breathe,

No I can not believe my eyes’

cool song for relaxing on weekends! Yehaaaa!

And here the superb miss Kelly Clarkson:

Aha!

Have a great weekends!

Ciao.

Family, once.

Hey yesterday.

How are you?

I am doing just fine :)

Let the world be the obstacle

Have you heard of the song??

‘cool’

By

Gwen Stefani

If u don’t, open you web browser, and type it and search it! Because it the song sum up two totally different words, completely different; heart-break and happiness.

It’s a true story that happened to Gwen Stefani. (read it somewhere thou). She once dated her band mates –‘No doubt’ the band- name Tony. But somehow their love didn’t last forever. At the end, Gwen married Gavin and has 2 beautiful children. Through this song, she told us:

‘hey, it’s okay if u fell in love and the relationship does not work out. Move on. Forgive but don’t forget. Learn and keep living. You will find happiness. You will find love again. Be patient, everything will be alright.'

Like the lyric sing,

‘Memory seems like so long ago, time always kills the pain’

p/s: Now, that’s cool! (LAME, I know)

Until the, toodles.

all that you are

i'm guessing we just wish that a lot of things can explain themselves so that we don't have to continue wondering and misinterpreted it.

like,

"how can fate be nice to her but not me?"

"she deserve better and what makes her hang there for that long?'

don't sigh.never.

miss superman

scared? i dunno.

worried? i guess.

i'll do things when i wanted to do it. and this is not the thing that i want to do right now. sound reasonable?

well, i don't live to impress you either. ciao!

au revoir

he is slipping away,

like the wind through my finger,

like the breeze that touches my hair

but never seems to linger..

i'm losing him every each day,

by heart, like an ocean away..

despair is next to me, ready to break me apart..

(Sept 19,2010)

p/s: dulu-dulu...blerghhh,jiwang lak..

gelap

aku lompat dari lubang pokok ke lubang pokok..
bahasa orang putih
"jumping between tree holes"

aku tak pernah rasa sunyi macam ni,
bila balik rumah..

aku keluar rumah, jumpa sunyi lagi.
pandang kiri,sunyi.
pandang kanan,sunyi.

sunyi sampai aku fikir,
dah mati ke semua orang kat dunia ni?

ke aku yang mati?

aku pegang muka, jari.
"kau ada jasad lagi farahin.mati apanya?"
aku monolog.
dah nama monolog, mesti la cakap sorang-sorang.

lagi menambah kukuh apa yang aku fikir.

tapi sudahnya,aku sedar yang hati aku ni dah mati.
terus aku bentang sejadah, solat.
banyak dosa aku ni, ingat tuhan pon sekali-sekali.
sedang Allah tak pernah lupa aku sebab sekarang aku masih bernafas,
dan masih merasai perasaan.
walaupun perasaan tu cuma sunyi.

p/s: aku rindu adik aku sebenarnya..saja nak bagi ayat bunga-bunga.

one day, this is who i will be.

i never feel too cold. even when i'm in 3A301 -the most coldest lecturer hall i've been- or ESSet.

i never bother to wear a sweater at all.

but now here, the constant rain -even the sun do not bother to take a peek checking how we're doing, but rather dozing off and let the rain play for all they want- managed to make me go to my brother's closest and find the thickest sweater there.

even in early morning, noon even sleep with it.

I am cold, really really cold.

think again

i hate to hate.
i don't suit to hate.
but i can't help it to hate someone.
that's the heartache for fighting with human nature.

warna kelabu di langit

kalau ada jin dalam botol yang boleh tunaikan permintaan segera,
waktu dan saat ini aku mintak mahu duduk di sebelah nadhrah :'(

hujan sudah berlambak gugur jatuh dari langit warna kelabu.

25 (tiga)

kau kacak dengan jubah hijau tu bodoh.

kacak untuk kau, bodoh untuk aku.

tadi aku rasa hati aku kena hempap terus.

p/s:???

25 (dua)

aku suka masa sidang konvokesyen, akan ada aturcara tunduk hormat graduan.

pengerusi majlis akan memberi arahan supaya graduan tunduk ke belah kanan dewan, belah kiri dewan, belakang dewan, dan bahagian depan dewan. khas tunduk hormat kepada ibu bapa yang turut berusaha dan bangga, dan pengajar yang ajar aku membaca psikologi.

aku paling suka aturcara tu, selepas penerimaan ijazah kepada graduan :)

25 (satu)

aku nak tulis banyak.

perkara.

hari ini pada 25 september 2011.

dalam bahasa melayu.

birthday

I love sneakers on a girl. I don't know why, but I guess it's because I'm still a young. I really like just like a girl who has style - a girl who does her own thing, is unique in what she's wearing and works what she's got. (Chris Brown)

facebook

i thought maybe i should delete my facebook.
i'm just thinking about it basically, but then it's impossible.
we only can deactivate it.
dem!

second

twinkle-twinkle little star,

how i wonder what you are!

two

hey,chill out.

satu hari dalam perjalanan ke KL Sentral satu ketika dahulu.

first pace

read my blog url:

neat, isn't it?

ciao.