one day, this is who i will be.

i never feel too cold. even when i'm in 3A301 -the most coldest lecturer hall i've been- or ESSet.

i never bother to wear a sweater at all.

but now here, the constant rain -even the sun do not bother to take a peek checking how we're doing, but rather dozing off and let the rain play for all they want- managed to make me go to my brother's closest and find the thickest sweater there.

even in early morning, noon even sleep with it.

I am cold, really really cold.

think again

i hate to hate.
i don't suit to hate.
but i can't help it to hate someone.
that's the heartache for fighting with human nature.